"Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won’t feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine as children do. It’s not just in some of us; it is in everyone. And as we let our own lights shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others." Marianne Williamson

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Tuesday, June 24, 2008

Some Cool Pictures

Roommate Surprise on my door! Thanks Ada!Beautiful Flowers From Marc
The best street in California! :)

Sunday, June 8, 2008

Goodbye, Hello


To be completely honest, it's been a struggle learning to love President Monson as much as I did President Hinckley.

I love President Hinckley so much. He is one of my greatest inspirations to do good. I have a picture of him hanging in my room and whenever I don't feel like reading my scriptures or saying my prayers I look over at his picture and feel as if I'm disappointing him. I feel like I have this close relationship with him and I've never even met him! When I was going through the refiner's fire, I felt like he was there guiding me forward. I feel like my conversion process started because of him. It was when he gave his challenge to read the Book of Mormon from cover to cover that I felt like I was truly converted. I love this man. He is like the grandpa I never had. At his funeral, I sobbed and sobbed wondering what I was going to do without him! I wanted so badly for him to be back to his wife, but I also wanted to be selfish and keep him longer. I want to live my life in such a way that I can meet and marry a man like Gordon B. Hinckley.

So, here is this man who is taking his spot. Called of God and trusted to lead His children. Why am I struggling so much? I'm not sure. But today I had a break through. I was reading in the scriptures about Lehi's dream and how Nephi desired to know the things of his fathers dream. Even though Lehi was a prophet and received revelation that he shared with his family, Nephi desired to know for himself. Although I knew President Monson was called of God simply because he was next in line, I had to know for myself. I need to love this man in order to follow him like I should. So, here I am now. I testify that Thomas S. Monson is a living prophet today. He is a mouthpiece of our Heavenly Father. He is to lead and direct us today, back home.

"The Lord revealeth his secrets unto his servants the prophets." (Amos 3:7)

Wednesday, June 4, 2008

The Story of My Sickness - Watermelon

I absolutely love snow and everything winter entails, but here some VERY big reasons why I love summer:

1. WATERMELON
2. MY BIRFDAY
3. WATERMELON
4. Other cool summer stuff

Here's the story, in pictures...

Just lounging around...trying to figure out to do with my life...
Then, I realized...I COULD BUY WATERMELON!
So, I bought two.
I cut all the rind off...And diced it all up...
Got uber excited!!!Praised the Lord for His Tender Mercy!
Started eating them one by one...trying to savor...
Then pigged out, man!
Completely sick out of my mind.
Haha, Fooled You. That's not Possible.
But I did make a new friend...Potifer
The End. My Life is Complete.